So basically GDE might bring SHINee or ZE:A. M.E is bringing MBLAQ. Sony is bringing 2PM. Marctensia might bring CN BLUE. SS501's hyungjun is comng too plus JayPark is coming with AOM and UMM has hinted at a double-bill event combining BEAST and 4minute. and and and ZOMG THE MEGA YEAR END BASH WITH KOREAN ACTS ZOMGASFDH...HJLLASDSA. Im so excited I could die. ASDSAFSDAF
So tell me what is this ?
I cant imagine what will happen to me if both Seungho and Junhyung appear right in front of my face.
LIFE IS GOOD !!! :DDDD
ps : I'll update about Malacca and PD Trip soon kay. Sorry my dear readers. Ok college starts tomorrow. How am I gonna sleep while being so excited ?! KYAAAAA again, LIFE IS DAEBAK ! :D
My right eye is swollen :( Can I kiss it ? Have you been reading my fan fics ?!!! YOU #%$^#$^&# !
LOL
HELLO thats me smiling like a retard out of overload of Kimchii. HAHAH.
After reading over 50 Junkwang and Junseung fics, I decided to write my own one. LOL yeah I cant believe it either. Wrote it during work out of boredom. I wrote it from a third person's point of view coz I've always love fics writing from a third person's point of view. So here is my very first fic written by myself TEEHEE.
(Copy-paste from forum lol Im lazy like that !) Author's Note : First and foremost, this is my VERY FIRST FIC. Compared to other super good fics I read before, Im still way behind time to catch up. Comments are much appreciated. I wrote this during work out of boredom. & I guess the B2ST fever in me still have not died down yet since the day I met them for the showcase. Hence, the formation of this fic. and yes, Junhyung is my ultimate bias. Lastly, drop a friendly comment and I'll give you chocolate ice cream ! :) heeeeee.
당신 때문에
‘Jun Hyung ah!,’ you scream with all your voice, your throat burning. ‘Run Hyo Rim ah ! Run ! Now ! ‘ was all you could hear from him. You couldn’t fight your tears anymore, no matter how hard you try to keep your promise to Jun Hyung, that you would not cry no more. This was the fifth time Jun Hyung got into a fight. Because of you.All because of you. You wish you had never met Jun Hyung because you feel like you are ruining every millisecond of his life. It was your entire fault. Always has been.
This boy, Yong Jun Hyung. You thought of all the flashbacks. You met him on the street. He was dancing with other street dancers out there. Every girl, crazy about him. Even in school. Even till now. All you remember was, he pops like a professional, almost like your idol, MBLAQ’s Yang Seung Ho. And from that day onwards, being at Apgujong street at 8pm sharp became your daily routine. Just like a Korean drama, the one that hardly anyone believes in, he noticed you from afar and both of you came in contact the very first time where he saved you from the pervert in the bus.
You felt something grabbing your lower body but you were too afraid to voice out for help. You were shaking in fear and all you did was move from where you were standing. You felt the touch again. Tears started forming. The bus came to a halt and you were pulled out of the bus with great force, your wrist hurt so much. And again you were too afraid to even scream. You couldn’t see the figure that pulled you out of the bus but his hand felt warm and you felt safe.
‘WHY DIDNT YOU SAY A THING ?!'You heard a voice yelling at you. You were still shaking, looking at the cement ground, sobbing real hard. ‘I..d...don’t..know’ was all you could utter.
You felt a pair of arms wrap themselves around you. You gave in even though he was a complete stranger because a hug was all you needed at that moment. You felt so safe that you wanted to stay like that forever, resting your head on his firm chest, listening to his soothing heartbeat.
‘Let me walk you home,’ he said. And since then, walking you home became a daily routine for him. You never asked why but he was just there. Always getting off two stops earlier to walk you home, almost always using‘I need to exercise’as an excuse. All you know was you, knowing him by Yong Jun Hyung, a sunbae in school. Someone you trust so much. Too much to even admit it.
All the memories, all the hugs, kisses, cookies, pikachus, morning calls, chocolates, theme parks, his ego and most importantly how much he got himself covered up with blood because of you. Again you reminded yourself, this was the fifth time that you were here, in the hospital, sitting by Junhyung’s side looking at him with all the bruises on his face, all the bandage, all the pain he went through. All because of you. You asked yourself, ‘This is the fifth time, just how many more to go Hyo Rim ah?’
You never hated your father much. Even after he left you, all alone. You never uttered a single word about his neglect towards you. Even when the loan sharks were after you, just because your father was nowhere to be found. You never slept in ease, always running, always hiding and begging for them to stop hitting Jun Hyung. Jun Hyung never failed to be there whenever you are screaming, running or hiding. He always knows when you are in trouble. He never fails to get himself hurt because of you. You can never bear to look at him being all covered with blood. You told him countless of times to leave you, but he never did. Never.Not even once.
You felt a thumb wiping your tears away from your cheeks and found Jun Hyung awake, trying hard to smile at you even though it hurts, because of the bruise near his lips. Before you could even utter a word, Jun Hyung placed his finger at your lips signaling you to remain silent.‘Never tell me to leave you again. Never,’said Jun Hyung.
More tears streamed down your face. You felt like the happiest girl, having Jun Hyung by your side.
Seungho is my favourite too, its impossible to leave him out LOL Its pretty short for a one-shot but I'll like to thank everyone who commented in respective forums ! I posted in Soompi, B2ST Rising, Soshified, Mysone and Absolute MBLAQ. Love all the response ! :) and also, thanks Vidya for editing it for me. Me love you and feel better kay :)
& whats a post without any of this Nothing much. Just that,
I CANT WAIT I CANT WAIT I CANT WAIT I CANT WAIT I CANT WAIT I CANT WAIT I CANT WAIT I CANT WAIT I CANT WAIT I CANT WAIT. CANNOT. I. CANNOT. WAIT. I SAY CANNOT LOL asdfghjkl SDGFSDGHGK. AND OMG ASDFGHJKL WTF BBQ I SENSE JUNKWANGGGGG ! zomg this is like a complete dejavu of me after watching MBLAQ's MV Teaser.
Yes. Just coz I love JunKwang that much. Sue me. LOL & even sleep deprive Junkachu look so good.
Thats it for now ! Im off for God of Study & Heading to the Ground and and and OHHH MY BEIJING FRIED RICE :)
Listening to
I had a major FML moment waiting for this full MV to be out. Other B2UTIES in B2ST Rising were telling me to head to bed and sleep & that Junhyung will be there once I wake up. Awwwwww LOL One of the many reasons I love friendly fans.
and OH I wanted to break G.NA's face but omg shes so awesome laaaaaa. Shes like a second Jang Ri In to me. Speaking of Jang Ri In, I miss her like hell. Lina too. Where have all of you been ?
Malacca & PD Trip coming up in next post ! :) BYE BYE everyone ! Dont forget to smile & be happy today ! LOL :)
Whatttup! I'm blogging from work, while drinking bubble tea. Nyuuums. I'm no longer working in Sense, Taipan. More to SS15's Absolute Sense. Right opposite Asia Cafe! Work is fine so far. By far the best job I've ever had compared to my previous in Giant, Jusco ones. Those were pretty tiring. Pay for current job aint that high but its ok. As long as Im happy and I enjoy working :) Which job actually allows you to do your assignment while working ? and online ? and Im blogging now? LOL. My boss is super nice. Work mates are all fine. Though I work alone most of the time. No dramas !
Speaking of assignments, submitted last PR assignment and Semester one is over and done with!! I'm having one and a half month break baby ! I so deserve it. After all the sleepless nights rushing god damn assignments and having crazy mood swings because of it. LOL Been a fail moderator in MySone too :( I better enjoy this one and a half month break to the fullest before the nightmare of Semester 2 begins.
Mr. Razlan's wedding. The whole Semester was invited. Special thanks to Sonia for making me look pretty heeheee.
We all look gross here but oh so what.
The journey to Ampang for shisha after the wedding was crazy. We stole the police cone. Stick my head out through Janet's car roof. LOL
Nita : We are only 19 once ok. We're not going to be 19 twice.
Which means, yeah do all the shits you want when you are still young and capable ! LOL
Did I mention before that I hardly dream? HARDLY. Even if I do, I dont remember a single thing. But Im gonna share one recent dream which I remember because it involves Seungho! HAHA
It was Seungho's birthday and I was with MBLAQ. duh. LOL. The plan was to surprise Seungho. But the moment came and the clock strikes 12, everyone didnt know what to do. G.O was already holding the cake with candles lit up. Seungho was just staring at all of us. I ran from where I was standing, which is beside Joon and whispered to G.O telling him
Oppa ! come on what are you doing ? Shout 생일 축하 and we'll sing the 생일 축하 노래.
G.O then nodded. The point is, Seungho got jealous LOL WTF awwwww. And after that? I woke up -.- POTONG. Red hair ! It faded. Its like brown-ish now. Gonna re-dye it even redder ! :D
VIDYA'S BIRTHDAY
Lunch at Thai Thai :D
Not getting this Beyond9 hoodie in white anymore. Im giving up my favourite colour just coz this boy wore this colour :D
Whats everyone doing this coming Sunday huh? Lee Gi Kwang. Be ready. Be very ready :D
Till here, TOODLES ! :) listening to
Charice is a year younger than me & look at her ! She make all Asians around the world proud ! :D
another problem, my laptop cant seem to read my phone card's camera album. which means only one thing, I cant transfer pics to my laptop. which means I cant blog :( but no worries Ill find my way dear readers !
MOS was fun Hilton dinner got canceled because Sarah couldn't make it. My condolences to Sarah's grandma. & Razlan's wedding is tomorrow ! :) Going to Subang Parade's flee market with tan tan tomorrow. & with all this happening, assignments are still pain in the ass. I have not started CCS =/ someone please make me feel better. Easy. Just tell me you have not started as well! :D
by the way, world cup ?
"haiya girlfriend have to teman boyfriend watch world cup match one mah"
and take a look at Kwonie's twit pic LOL
and Seungho's twit pic FUAAHHH they both look so gay here when they can look so much better. which explains why I feel like punching their stylist and make up artist grrrr overload of eyeliner. but they are still as charismatic as ever on stage & kyaaaa I love my seungho boy ! <3
Well not really. Its 12.48 am now. Did everyone gave up on the blogger of this blog ? I guess so LOL the thing is.... dont give up.. just yet. its the same reason from the beginning assignments, assignments, assignments.
Next Monday is the play for Effective Communication.
" I bet she still feeds you breast milk right, thats why you are still so fat. Tramp as a mother, loser as a daughter "
Thats one of my line for the drama play. So bitchyyyy. I'm bimbo number two :D
and upcoming activities? - Vidya's birthday - Sarah's birthday - PJ Hilton dinner - MOS BABY MOS -Razlan's wedding - Relative's wedding -My all time drama marathon
andddd SO MUCH MORE :D
AND I've been working in Sense Boutique at Taipan for quite a while now. Surprise me by visiting ! :D
Yes, Jaejoong we all know that after you gave up yunho's to me :) but I think you should give this to me as well and maybe your own one too HAHAHAAH WTH
I wanted to post picture of myself BUT OH WELL ENJOY THIS INSTEAD EHEHEHEH.
BUT STILL.
the blog is so messy now with temporary posts... LOL ANNEYONG :D
NOTHING BEATS SEUNGHO UPDATING HIS TWITTER !!!!!! WEEEEEE !!! ㅎㅎㅎ
I get overly excited whenever he updates his twitter and his last update was last April. He've ben updating every now and then ! Second album !!
============================================================================== EDIT SOMEMORE DUE TO EXCITED-NESS
ok sorry I keep on editing lol all these short posts are just temporary here coz Im too excited ahahahahahah.
lol this teaser is so Joon bias but my attention ? went fully to my seungho boy lah of course! argagagagagagagagaga leader look so hot even in just a glimpse. song sounds good, ok maybe im mblaq bias hehe and yeah Joon kissed her. She looks like Sulli though. BITCH lol ! I didnt went crazy dont worry. Unless if Seungho kissed her, she needs to die. but who knows, its just a 25 seconds teaser. seungho punched Joon. High chance they were fighting over her wth LOL so Im ready to face jealousy.
AND Soyeon still needs to die. LOL.
to sum it up
I cant wait. I cant wait. I cant wait. I cant wait. I cant wait. I CANNOT WAIT ! 18th May baby. 18th May !!
OH OH OH and not to forget Super Junior's 4th album. I still miss hankyung so badly T___T oh well focusing on siwon and kyuhyun now but I still love you my china boy ! :DDD
So basically GDE might bring SHINee or ZE:A. M.E is bringing MBLAQ. Sony is bringing 2PM. Marctensia might bring CN BLUE. SS501's hyungjun is comng too plus JayPark is coming with AOM and UMM has hinted at a double-bill event combining BEAST and 4minute. and and and ZOMG THE MEGA YEAR END BASH WITH KOREAN ACTS ZOMGASFDH...HJLLASDSA. Im so excited I could die. ASDSAFSDAF
So tell me what is this ?
I cant imagine what will happen to me if both Seungho and Junhyung appear right in front of my face.
LIFE IS GOOD !!! :DDDD
ps : I'll update about Malacca and PD Trip soon kay. Sorry my dear readers. Ok college starts tomorrow. How am I gonna sleep while being so excited ?! KYAAAAA again, LIFE IS DAEBAK ! :D
My right eye is swollen :( Can I kiss it ? Have you been reading my fan fics ?!!! YOU #%$^#$^&# !
LOL
HELLO thats me smiling like a retard out of overload of Kimchii. HAHAH.
After reading over 50 Junkwang and Junseung fics, I decided to write my own one. LOL yeah I cant believe it either. Wrote it during work out of boredom. I wrote it from a third person's point of view coz I've always love fics writing from a third person's point of view. So here is my very first fic written by myself TEEHEE.
(Copy-paste from forum lol Im lazy like that !) Author's Note : First and foremost, this is my VERY FIRST FIC. Compared to other super good fics I read before, Im still way behind time to catch up. Comments are much appreciated. I wrote this during work out of boredom. & I guess the B2ST fever in me still have not died down yet since the day I met them for the showcase. Hence, the formation of this fic. and yes, Junhyung is my ultimate bias. Lastly, drop a friendly comment and I'll give you chocolate ice cream ! :) heeeeee.
당신 때문에
‘Jun Hyung ah!,’ you scream with all your voice, your throat burning. ‘Run Hyo Rim ah ! Run ! Now ! ‘ was all you could hear from him. You couldn’t fight your tears anymore, no matter how hard you try to keep your promise to Jun Hyung, that you would not cry no more. This was the fifth time Jun Hyung got into a fight. Because of you.All because of you. You wish you had never met Jun Hyung because you feel like you are ruining every millisecond of his life. It was your entire fault. Always has been.
This boy, Yong Jun Hyung. You thought of all the flashbacks. You met him on the street. He was dancing with other street dancers out there. Every girl, crazy about him. Even in school. Even till now. All you remember was, he pops like a professional, almost like your idol, MBLAQ’s Yang Seung Ho. And from that day onwards, being at Apgujong street at 8pm sharp became your daily routine. Just like a Korean drama, the one that hardly anyone believes in, he noticed you from afar and both of you came in contact the very first time where he saved you from the pervert in the bus.
You felt something grabbing your lower body but you were too afraid to voice out for help. You were shaking in fear and all you did was move from where you were standing. You felt the touch again. Tears started forming. The bus came to a halt and you were pulled out of the bus with great force, your wrist hurt so much. And again you were too afraid to even scream. You couldn’t see the figure that pulled you out of the bus but his hand felt warm and you felt safe.
‘WHY DIDNT YOU SAY A THING ?!'You heard a voice yelling at you. You were still shaking, looking at the cement ground, sobbing real hard. ‘I..d...don’t..know’ was all you could utter.
You felt a pair of arms wrap themselves around you. You gave in even though he was a complete stranger because a hug was all you needed at that moment. You felt so safe that you wanted to stay like that forever, resting your head on his firm chest, listening to his soothing heartbeat.
‘Let me walk you home,’ he said. And since then, walking you home became a daily routine for him. You never asked why but he was just there. Always getting off two stops earlier to walk you home, almost always using‘I need to exercise’as an excuse. All you know was you, knowing him by Yong Jun Hyung, a sunbae in school. Someone you trust so much. Too much to even admit it.
All the memories, all the hugs, kisses, cookies, pikachus, morning calls, chocolates, theme parks, his ego and most importantly how much he got himself covered up with blood because of you. Again you reminded yourself, this was the fifth time that you were here, in the hospital, sitting by Junhyung’s side looking at him with all the bruises on his face, all the bandage, all the pain he went through. All because of you. You asked yourself, ‘This is the fifth time, just how many more to go Hyo Rim ah?’
You never hated your father much. Even after he left you, all alone. You never uttered a single word about his neglect towards you. Even when the loan sharks were after you, just because your father was nowhere to be found. You never slept in ease, always running, always hiding and begging for them to stop hitting Jun Hyung. Jun Hyung never failed to be there whenever you are screaming, running or hiding. He always knows when you are in trouble. He never fails to get himself hurt because of you. You can never bear to look at him being all covered with blood. You told him countless of times to leave you, but he never did. Never.Not even once.
You felt a thumb wiping your tears away from your cheeks and found Jun Hyung awake, trying hard to smile at you even though it hurts, because of the bruise near his lips. Before you could even utter a word, Jun Hyung placed his finger at your lips signaling you to remain silent.‘Never tell me to leave you again. Never,’said Jun Hyung.
More tears streamed down your face. You felt like the happiest girl, having Jun Hyung by your side.
Seungho is my favourite too, its impossible to leave him out LOL Its pretty short for a one-shot but I'll like to thank everyone who commented in respective forums ! I posted in Soompi, B2ST Rising, Soshified, Mysone and Absolute MBLAQ. Love all the response ! :) and also, thanks Vidya for editing it for me. Me love you and feel better kay :)
& whats a post without any of this Nothing much. Just that,
I CANT WAIT I CANT WAIT I CANT WAIT I CANT WAIT I CANT WAIT I CANT WAIT I CANT WAIT I CANT WAIT I CANT WAIT I CANT WAIT. CANNOT. I. CANNOT. WAIT. I SAY CANNOT LOL asdfghjkl SDGFSDGHGK. AND OMG ASDFGHJKL WTF BBQ I SENSE JUNKWANGGGGG ! zomg this is like a complete dejavu of me after watching MBLAQ's MV Teaser.
Yes. Just coz I love JunKwang that much. Sue me. LOL & even sleep deprive Junkachu look so good.
Thats it for now ! Im off for God of Study & Heading to the Ground and and and OHHH MY BEIJING FRIED RICE :)
Listening to
I had a major FML moment waiting for this full MV to be out. Other B2UTIES in B2ST Rising were telling me to head to bed and sleep & that Junhyung will be there once I wake up. Awwwwww LOL One of the many reasons I love friendly fans.
and OH I wanted to break G.NA's face but omg shes so awesome laaaaaa. Shes like a second Jang Ri In to me. Speaking of Jang Ri In, I miss her like hell. Lina too. Where have all of you been ?
Malacca & PD Trip coming up in next post ! :) BYE BYE everyone ! Dont forget to smile & be happy today ! LOL :)
Whatttup! I'm blogging from work, while drinking bubble tea. Nyuuums. I'm no longer working in Sense, Taipan. More to SS15's Absolute Sense. Right opposite Asia Cafe! Work is fine so far. By far the best job I've ever had compared to my previous in Giant, Jusco ones. Those were pretty tiring. Pay for current job aint that high but its ok. As long as Im happy and I enjoy working :) Which job actually allows you to do your assignment while working ? and online ? and Im blogging now? LOL. My boss is super nice. Work mates are all fine. Though I work alone most of the time. No dramas !
Speaking of assignments, submitted last PR assignment and Semester one is over and done with!! I'm having one and a half month break baby ! I so deserve it. After all the sleepless nights rushing god damn assignments and having crazy mood swings because of it. LOL Been a fail moderator in MySone too :( I better enjoy this one and a half month break to the fullest before the nightmare of Semester 2 begins.
Mr. Razlan's wedding. The whole Semester was invited. Special thanks to Sonia for making me look pretty heeheee.
We all look gross here but oh so what.
The journey to Ampang for shisha after the wedding was crazy. We stole the police cone. Stick my head out through Janet's car roof. LOL
Nita : We are only 19 once ok. We're not going to be 19 twice.
Which means, yeah do all the shits you want when you are still young and capable ! LOL
Did I mention before that I hardly dream? HARDLY. Even if I do, I dont remember a single thing. But Im gonna share one recent dream which I remember because it involves Seungho! HAHA
It was Seungho's birthday and I was with MBLAQ. duh. LOL. The plan was to surprise Seungho. But the moment came and the clock strikes 12, everyone didnt know what to do. G.O was already holding the cake with candles lit up. Seungho was just staring at all of us. I ran from where I was standing, which is beside Joon and whispered to G.O telling him
Oppa ! come on what are you doing ? Shout 생일 축하 and we'll sing the 생일 축하 노래.
G.O then nodded. The point is, Seungho got jealous LOL WTF awwwww. And after that? I woke up -.- POTONG. Red hair ! It faded. Its like brown-ish now. Gonna re-dye it even redder ! :D
VIDYA'S BIRTHDAY
Lunch at Thai Thai :D
Not getting this Beyond9 hoodie in white anymore. Im giving up my favourite colour just coz this boy wore this colour :D
Whats everyone doing this coming Sunday huh? Lee Gi Kwang. Be ready. Be very ready :D
Till here, TOODLES ! :) listening to
Charice is a year younger than me & look at her ! She make all Asians around the world proud ! :D
another problem, my laptop cant seem to read my phone card's camera album. which means only one thing, I cant transfer pics to my laptop. which means I cant blog :( but no worries Ill find my way dear readers !
MOS was fun Hilton dinner got canceled because Sarah couldn't make it. My condolences to Sarah's grandma. & Razlan's wedding is tomorrow ! :) Going to Subang Parade's flee market with tan tan tomorrow. & with all this happening, assignments are still pain in the ass. I have not started CCS =/ someone please make me feel better. Easy. Just tell me you have not started as well! :D
by the way, world cup ?
"haiya girlfriend have to teman boyfriend watch world cup match one mah"
and take a look at Kwonie's twit pic LOL
and Seungho's twit pic FUAAHHH they both look so gay here when they can look so much better. which explains why I feel like punching their stylist and make up artist grrrr overload of eyeliner. but they are still as charismatic as ever on stage & kyaaaa I love my seungho boy ! <3
Well not really. Its 12.48 am now. Did everyone gave up on the blogger of this blog ? I guess so LOL the thing is.... dont give up.. just yet. its the same reason from the beginning assignments, assignments, assignments.
Next Monday is the play for Effective Communication.
" I bet she still feeds you breast milk right, thats why you are still so fat. Tramp as a mother, loser as a daughter "
Thats one of my line for the drama play. So bitchyyyy. I'm bimbo number two :D
and upcoming activities? - Vidya's birthday - Sarah's birthday - PJ Hilton dinner - MOS BABY MOS -Razlan's wedding - Relative's wedding -My all time drama marathon
andddd SO MUCH MORE :D
AND I've been working in Sense Boutique at Taipan for quite a while now. Surprise me by visiting ! :D
Yes, Jaejoong we all know that after you gave up yunho's to me :) but I think you should give this to me as well and maybe your own one too HAHAHAAH WTH
I wanted to post picture of myself BUT OH WELL ENJOY THIS INSTEAD EHEHEHEH.
BUT STILL.
the blog is so messy now with temporary posts... LOL ANNEYONG :D
NOTHING BEATS SEUNGHO UPDATING HIS TWITTER !!!!!! WEEEEEE !!! ㅎㅎㅎ
I get overly excited whenever he updates his twitter and his last update was last April. He've ben updating every now and then ! Second album !!
============================================================================== EDIT SOMEMORE DUE TO EXCITED-NESS
ok sorry I keep on editing lol all these short posts are just temporary here coz Im too excited ahahahahahah.
lol this teaser is so Joon bias but my attention ? went fully to my seungho boy lah of course! argagagagagagagagaga leader look so hot even in just a glimpse. song sounds good, ok maybe im mblaq bias hehe and yeah Joon kissed her. She looks like Sulli though. BITCH lol ! I didnt went crazy dont worry. Unless if Seungho kissed her, she needs to die. but who knows, its just a 25 seconds teaser. seungho punched Joon. High chance they were fighting over her wth LOL so Im ready to face jealousy.
AND Soyeon still needs to die. LOL.
to sum it up
I cant wait. I cant wait. I cant wait. I cant wait. I cant wait. I CANNOT WAIT ! 18th May baby. 18th May !!
OH OH OH and not to forget Super Junior's 4th album. I still miss hankyung so badly T___T oh well focusing on siwon and kyuhyun now but I still love you my china boy ! :DDD
days grow longer and as the time goes by, things are taking their change.
may love remain no matter how the weather change.
may love remain no matter how tough the life may be.
may love remain no matter how cruel the reality is.
