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It's like learning to fly or falling in love.

Lets do this right
Thursday, July 5, 2012

Vertigo back in February. The day Calvin Harris came down to town. It was a sick night.

Hello readers. Clock reads 3.09pm right now. And no, I woke up long ago. In fact, I woke up twice today. And yeap... how does that even make sense. Woke up to the sound of my alarm at 6am for work. Checked my phone and found about 139 unread messages in whatsapp. Mainly, regarding Media Law exam results.

Checked my results and didn't even know how I should feel. Called in emergency for work and thank god for the most understanding agent I have. She is by far the nicest and most understanding agent I've ever had. I was allowed to replace today with next Wednesday.
Went to uni and sigh.. to cut the story short.. Nothing can be saved. What is done, is done.
I guess I'll have to retake this subject I detest the most. Passed through assignment 1 and assignment 2 just fine, but did badly for my exam which pulled my grades down :(

How ironic that I blogged about how I really wanna complete this course without failing anything in the last post. And here I am, talking about how I flung it :/
My very first time failing something since the day I enrolled. Sigh.
All I can say now is, what is done, is done and I just gotta do my best for the second time.
Determination, determination and determination. Focus and most importantly, procrastination. Something I am best at -.- Gotta STOP.

So I guess enough for now at how useless I've been feeling at almost everything including how I flung Media Law. This shall pass. Whats the use of me sulking at it still when my results wont change overnight.

Moving on with life,
As mentioned in previous post, I've started working for Fujitsu in Cyberjaya on every weekday from 9am-5pm. Getting there on first day of work wasnt a problem at all. I didnt get lost ! I even reached an hour early.  Best thing? No jam. At all. Even if there is, its only a minor jam, small part. Yeah I am not making sense again. Whateves.
We were given a whole list of data to update. I had to call every single number to aske and make sure everything is updated. In other words, all I do all day is call and call, and call and call every company in the world.
Its a very mundane job to be honest. I dont know how anyone can do it for a living lol.
Lunch break is 1 hour and I ate rice on my first day at the Old Town White Coffee opposite the office. I was too hungry :( Felt super guilty after eating. Managed to pull myself to the gym after work.

Second day wasnt bad or anything. Basically the same as day one. And well, honestly, the only thing to look forward to everyday will be what to eat for lunch. Haha.
and.. I had waffle. The worst waffle compared to the ones from Daily Fresh.
I had a bad tummy ache after having the waffle. Sonia had the waffle and a Ramly burger.
Things there are pretty pricey in my opinion BUT thats because I havent explore Cyberjaya enough yet.
I heard theres local, average price food stall further down Fujitsu which I should go and have a look before I go broke lol.

and driving back home isnt bad at all WITH the help of an app I downloaded recently called Waze! I had no idea how to get home and Waze is basically... my life saver lol.

Skipped gym yesterday as I was too tired :(
I see no excuse for me to not go today but I am still feeling lazy and down :/ sigh.
But NOH, I have to go !


Work place from my point of view

and me at work :)

Thats all for today!

Love,
your small eye girl, Jane ;)

Nobody's a picture perfect, but we are worth it
Kelly Clarkson (Dark Side)

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Malacca :)
Sunday, July 1, 2012

Picture taken in Thailand. Will blog about the trip soon

Its 12 noon and I just woke up! Haha I am such a pig. I slept at about 5am last night because I was up watching the game.
Uh huh Spain & Italy 4-0. Nothing much to say about football as I dont know much about it and I watch it for the fun of it lol. The only two match I watched from the whole Euro Cup is the finals last night and England vs Italy.

Anyway ! I woke up to a phone call with good news ! I got confirmed for a job my cousin recommended ! :D It is a telemarketing job in Fujitsu and the pay isnt bad so I wanted to give it a try. Plus, I need to work since I am broke to the core :( Aftermath of too much shopping and not watching my expenses. The office is all the way at Cyberjaya and I think everyone knows by now that I am hopeless with directions. Honestly, its not like I never tried. I did -.-

BUT, I thank god I have the best brothers in the world who would show me the way. Kenny brought me there yesterday to check out the place. Place looks good and well, promising? lol.

So.. finally some good news from job hunting since my holiday started. With that being said, I actually lose two jobs recently. On the note of how I lose my first job, I am still confused if it was my fault or not.. ? Oh well. And second job.. Long story cut short, alcohol involved (no, not launching), pretty high pay for short hours and I guess its not as simple as I look at it resulting to me getting lectured by both my parents and le familia for over three days.

Now the point is, I've got a new job hehe. Hopefully everything goes well. Keeping both my fingers and toes crossed. First, is to get there safe and sound. Please ! Please...

On a random note, I went to Malacca for a day trip last week with a few friends.
The last time I went to Malacca was few years back lol.
The day trip was all about eating haha. We ate SO MUCH. Durian, chicken rice balls, nasi lemak, ice cream and the coconut milk shake is ze bomb shell. I'll let the pictures do the talking because I am lazy like that :D

















The famous chicken rice shop was closed as we arrived late. So we ate in another shop instead. Less original they say. 























Waiting for the boys while they went and pay for saman. Uh huh yeah we got fine for not paying the parking book ticket thingy lol.

Went to the beach to kill time :)














It was a fun trip nonetheless. A day well spent with people whom I appreciate and love. 
Well, thats all for now ! Wish me luck for the job tomorrow as I am freaking out :(
Head to the gym I must for today as I skipped two days ! Lazy bum bummm. 

Till the next post !

Love, 
your small eye girl, Jane ;)

* blogger is STILL very messy. I can't edit my post the way I want to. The template is stubborn as heck !  Notice how I cant type at the bottom of some pictures? They end up being out of place even after I tried arranging them. 

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Hello July

                                                                                                                                                                 
Hello there my abandoned blog. Seriously does anyone still read this shizz haha.
Funny how my last post was in May 2011.
& Im here blogging away in July 2012.
Even blogger has changed and I am still getting used to it. 

Its 1.40am and I just have the sudden urge to blog even though I really have nothing to say. Ok fine, not really nothing to say lol. I have so much to say actually, I just dont know how to pour them out in words or text. Which means, ok well I suck in this haha. 

And also, please dont mind my grammar as I really am not the best person in writing. So just bare with it LAH ok. 

So how was everyone's 2011? I would say it was my hit year where I THOUGHT I hit rock bottom and too much things happened when it really is just a scrape of ice. It really is. Really JUST a scrape of ice. Its still funny and strange to me till today at how a person can really screw up another person. And it doesn't even matter if this particular person is a person you've only met, recently met, or known for just a short period of time. I have learned that when feelings are involved and when one cares too much, take things too seriously, you are screwed. For me, 2011 is the year that went by so fast, maybe a little too fast. BUT sometimes I felt and wished that the time could pass by faster. The nights where I cried myself to sleep. The nights where I used food to eat my tears away. The nights where I wish I could just kill you in my sleep. Yeah, it was that bad, I could not believe it myself. Judge however you want to judge me. That was really how I felt. 2011 is the year that someone in my life walks out of my life, and its the year I realize who my real friends are. Its the year I felt the most pressure to the point where I gave up way too many times yet I am still learning how to get back up. Its the year I told myself to snap out of things, stop being petty and go out there to accomplish great things yet I felt like I just wasted time. Its the year I cried over too many pointless things, too many times. Its the year I look back on all the lifetime memories in which I find myself missing the people in them. 

But its also the year I move on, slowly, and realize that, everything is okay. 

So.. enough of looking back? I've messed myself up enough. Embarrassed myself way too much, did things I swore I never will do, constantly trying to impress people I dont need to, constantly afraid of people judging. Because, really, what for? Sigh, I cant tell myself. 

Its the second day of July and I am on my semester break  for one and a half month ! :D Its my final year of degree in Taylor's for Communication in Media Management and I am just keeping my fingers crossed for me to get through this without having to resit for anything. Just let me graduate already. BUT at the same time, I have this heavy heart to leave school life. Maybe I'm just not ready to face the scary, horrifying working society lol. Im trying to sound like a drama queen. I have a feeling I'll miss all the stress nights. Assignments, rushing deadlines, all nighter, video shooting, editing, and everything will be missed :(

And most importantly, friends and family. People I cant live without. I understand that I eventually HAVE to live without them one day. I am very thankful for each and every one of them. I really do suck at giving thanks and expressing how grateful I am in both words and person! My uni friends are STILL my uni friends. The four girls that will always be mine. They are still here with me till today :) My classmates who I love very much. My highschool friends who are still here with me till today.

And also, to those who left, I wanna say thank you too. Because really, you were in my life before and you made a difference. 

As for myself, yes, I've lost weight and I am still trying to lose more. I went down from 57 kgs till currently, 48 kgs. I've been asked several times, why and who am I trying to lose weight for. I am losing weight for no one, but the mirror. For myself. Because I feel better and nicer ? Haha I am at it again where I cant explain myself ! lol. And mentally, I definitely cant say I've made it. I still have much to learn and I believe I know nothing yet. I'm just taking everything I can, as I go. Just that sometimes, I think I need to learn how to say no, I need to stop trying to impress people I dont need to impress, I need to care less, I need to stop caring about what people say and what people would think, I need to stop being so easily convinced. 
I realized I did a lot of things for the wrong reasons, which I really need to stop. I need to stay true to myself. Bottom line is, I need to set my priorities straight and know what is right. 

Other than that, I know I can be very rude at times and I am very sorry for that. Sometimes, I talk without thinking, talk without putting myself in other people's shoes and words cant be taken back. And also, I need to learn NOT to contradict  my actions with the things I say or vice versa and I need to learn to talk lesser. 

All in all, I am very thankful for everything I have with me till today and I am still learning to be more positive which I can never find myself doing it because sigh I am just so negative at times to be honest. My mindset has always been- expect the worse, so that I wont feel so bad after everything. Am I even making sense?  Haha. 

Ok, its 2.20am yikes ! I better stop here and will blog about what I did or recent happenings with PICTURES in the next post ! :D Hopefully I wont take too long hehe. Gonna go watch the Euro Cup Finale now !

My hair is now red. Which, you cant see much in this picture hehe !

Love, 
your small eye girl, Jane :)

Will you just stop texting already ? Even as friends



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Simple <body>
One step at a time
It's like learning to fly or falling in love.

Lets do this right
Thursday, July 5, 2012

Vertigo back in February. The day Calvin Harris came down to town. It was a sick night.

Hello readers. Clock reads 3.09pm right now. And no, I woke up long ago. In fact, I woke up twice today. And yeap... how does that even make sense. Woke up to the sound of my alarm at 6am for work. Checked my phone and found about 139 unread messages in whatsapp. Mainly, regarding Media Law exam results.

Checked my results and didn't even know how I should feel. Called in emergency for work and thank god for the most understanding agent I have. She is by far the nicest and most understanding agent I've ever had. I was allowed to replace today with next Wednesday.
Went to uni and sigh.. to cut the story short.. Nothing can be saved. What is done, is done.
I guess I'll have to retake this subject I detest the most. Passed through assignment 1 and assignment 2 just fine, but did badly for my exam which pulled my grades down :(

How ironic that I blogged about how I really wanna complete this course without failing anything in the last post. And here I am, talking about how I flung it :/
My very first time failing something since the day I enrolled. Sigh.
All I can say now is, what is done, is done and I just gotta do my best for the second time.
Determination, determination and determination. Focus and most importantly, procrastination. Something I am best at -.- Gotta STOP.

So I guess enough for now at how useless I've been feeling at almost everything including how I flung Media Law. This shall pass. Whats the use of me sulking at it still when my results wont change overnight.

Moving on with life,
As mentioned in previous post, I've started working for Fujitsu in Cyberjaya on every weekday from 9am-5pm. Getting there on first day of work wasnt a problem at all. I didnt get lost ! I even reached an hour early.  Best thing? No jam. At all. Even if there is, its only a minor jam, small part. Yeah I am not making sense again. Whateves.
We were given a whole list of data to update. I had to call every single number to aske and make sure everything is updated. In other words, all I do all day is call and call, and call and call every company in the world.
Its a very mundane job to be honest. I dont know how anyone can do it for a living lol.
Lunch break is 1 hour and I ate rice on my first day at the Old Town White Coffee opposite the office. I was too hungry :( Felt super guilty after eating. Managed to pull myself to the gym after work.

Second day wasnt bad or anything. Basically the same as day one. And well, honestly, the only thing to look forward to everyday will be what to eat for lunch. Haha.
and.. I had waffle. The worst waffle compared to the ones from Daily Fresh.
I had a bad tummy ache after having the waffle. Sonia had the waffle and a Ramly burger.
Things there are pretty pricey in my opinion BUT thats because I havent explore Cyberjaya enough yet.
I heard theres local, average price food stall further down Fujitsu which I should go and have a look before I go broke lol.

and driving back home isnt bad at all WITH the help of an app I downloaded recently called Waze! I had no idea how to get home and Waze is basically... my life saver lol.

Skipped gym yesterday as I was too tired :(
I see no excuse for me to not go today but I am still feeling lazy and down :/ sigh.
But NOH, I have to go !


Work place from my point of view

and me at work :)

Thats all for today!

Love,
your small eye girl, Jane ;)

Nobody's a picture perfect, but we are worth it
Kelly Clarkson (Dark Side)

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Malacca :)
Sunday, July 1, 2012

Picture taken in Thailand. Will blog about the trip soon

Its 12 noon and I just woke up! Haha I am such a pig. I slept at about 5am last night because I was up watching the game.
Uh huh Spain & Italy 4-0. Nothing much to say about football as I dont know much about it and I watch it for the fun of it lol. The only two match I watched from the whole Euro Cup is the finals last night and England vs Italy.

Anyway ! I woke up to a phone call with good news ! I got confirmed for a job my cousin recommended ! :D It is a telemarketing job in Fujitsu and the pay isnt bad so I wanted to give it a try. Plus, I need to work since I am broke to the core :( Aftermath of too much shopping and not watching my expenses. The office is all the way at Cyberjaya and I think everyone knows by now that I am hopeless with directions. Honestly, its not like I never tried. I did -.-

BUT, I thank god I have the best brothers in the world who would show me the way. Kenny brought me there yesterday to check out the place. Place looks good and well, promising? lol.

So.. finally some good news from job hunting since my holiday started. With that being said, I actually lose two jobs recently. On the note of how I lose my first job, I am still confused if it was my fault or not.. ? Oh well. And second job.. Long story cut short, alcohol involved (no, not launching), pretty high pay for short hours and I guess its not as simple as I look at it resulting to me getting lectured by both my parents and le familia for over three days.

Now the point is, I've got a new job hehe. Hopefully everything goes well. Keeping both my fingers and toes crossed. First, is to get there safe and sound. Please ! Please...

On a random note, I went to Malacca for a day trip last week with a few friends.
The last time I went to Malacca was few years back lol.
The day trip was all about eating haha. We ate SO MUCH. Durian, chicken rice balls, nasi lemak, ice cream and the coconut milk shake is ze bomb shell. I'll let the pictures do the talking because I am lazy like that :D

















The famous chicken rice shop was closed as we arrived late. So we ate in another shop instead. Less original they say. 























Waiting for the boys while they went and pay for saman. Uh huh yeah we got fine for not paying the parking book ticket thingy lol.

Went to the beach to kill time :)














It was a fun trip nonetheless. A day well spent with people whom I appreciate and love. 
Well, thats all for now ! Wish me luck for the job tomorrow as I am freaking out :(
Head to the gym I must for today as I skipped two days ! Lazy bum bummm. 

Till the next post !

Love, 
your small eye girl, Jane ;)

* blogger is STILL very messy. I can't edit my post the way I want to. The template is stubborn as heck !  Notice how I cant type at the bottom of some pictures? They end up being out of place even after I tried arranging them. 

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Hello July

                                                                                                                                                                 
Hello there my abandoned blog. Seriously does anyone still read this shizz haha.
Funny how my last post was in May 2011.
& Im here blogging away in July 2012.
Even blogger has changed and I am still getting used to it. 

Its 1.40am and I just have the sudden urge to blog even though I really have nothing to say. Ok fine, not really nothing to say lol. I have so much to say actually, I just dont know how to pour them out in words or text. Which means, ok well I suck in this haha. 

And also, please dont mind my grammar as I really am not the best person in writing. So just bare with it LAH ok. 

So how was everyone's 2011? I would say it was my hit year where I THOUGHT I hit rock bottom and too much things happened when it really is just a scrape of ice. It really is. Really JUST a scrape of ice. Its still funny and strange to me till today at how a person can really screw up another person. And it doesn't even matter if this particular person is a person you've only met, recently met, or known for just a short period of time. I have learned that when feelings are involved and when one cares too much, take things too seriously, you are screwed. For me, 2011 is the year that went by so fast, maybe a little too fast. BUT sometimes I felt and wished that the time could pass by faster. The nights where I cried myself to sleep. The nights where I used food to eat my tears away. The nights where I wish I could just kill you in my sleep. Yeah, it was that bad, I could not believe it myself. Judge however you want to judge me. That was really how I felt. 2011 is the year that someone in my life walks out of my life, and its the year I realize who my real friends are. Its the year I felt the most pressure to the point where I gave up way too many times yet I am still learning how to get back up. Its the year I told myself to snap out of things, stop being petty and go out there to accomplish great things yet I felt like I just wasted time. Its the year I cried over too many pointless things, too many times. Its the year I look back on all the lifetime memories in which I find myself missing the people in them. 

But its also the year I move on, slowly, and realize that, everything is okay. 

So.. enough of looking back? I've messed myself up enough. Embarrassed myself way too much, did things I swore I never will do, constantly trying to impress people I dont need to, constantly afraid of people judging. Because, really, what for? Sigh, I cant tell myself. 

Its the second day of July and I am on my semester break  for one and a half month ! :D Its my final year of degree in Taylor's for Communication in Media Management and I am just keeping my fingers crossed for me to get through this without having to resit for anything. Just let me graduate already. BUT at the same time, I have this heavy heart to leave school life. Maybe I'm just not ready to face the scary, horrifying working society lol. Im trying to sound like a drama queen. I have a feeling I'll miss all the stress nights. Assignments, rushing deadlines, all nighter, video shooting, editing, and everything will be missed :(

And most importantly, friends and family. People I cant live without. I understand that I eventually HAVE to live without them one day. I am very thankful for each and every one of them. I really do suck at giving thanks and expressing how grateful I am in both words and person! My uni friends are STILL my uni friends. The four girls that will always be mine. They are still here with me till today :) My classmates who I love very much. My highschool friends who are still here with me till today.

And also, to those who left, I wanna say thank you too. Because really, you were in my life before and you made a difference. 

As for myself, yes, I've lost weight and I am still trying to lose more. I went down from 57 kgs till currently, 48 kgs. I've been asked several times, why and who am I trying to lose weight for. I am losing weight for no one, but the mirror. For myself. Because I feel better and nicer ? Haha I am at it again where I cant explain myself ! lol. And mentally, I definitely cant say I've made it. I still have much to learn and I believe I know nothing yet. I'm just taking everything I can, as I go. Just that sometimes, I think I need to learn how to say no, I need to stop trying to impress people I dont need to impress, I need to care less, I need to stop caring about what people say and what people would think, I need to stop being so easily convinced. 
I realized I did a lot of things for the wrong reasons, which I really need to stop. I need to stay true to myself. Bottom line is, I need to set my priorities straight and know what is right. 

Other than that, I know I can be very rude at times and I am very sorry for that. Sometimes, I talk without thinking, talk without putting myself in other people's shoes and words cant be taken back. And also, I need to learn NOT to contradict  my actions with the things I say or vice versa and I need to learn to talk lesser. 

All in all, I am very thankful for everything I have with me till today and I am still learning to be more positive which I can never find myself doing it because sigh I am just so negative at times to be honest. My mindset has always been- expect the worse, so that I wont feel so bad after everything. Am I even making sense?  Haha. 

Ok, its 2.20am yikes ! I better stop here and will blog about what I did or recent happenings with PICTURES in the next post ! :D Hopefully I wont take too long hehe. Gonna go watch the Euro Cup Finale now !

My hair is now red. Which, you cant see much in this picture hehe !

Love, 
your small eye girl, Jane :)

Will you just stop texting already ? Even as friends



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